Short Update

こんばんは！！

Everything has pretty much been normal, well, if you don't count the fact - that now I take the same train as Ryou EVERY GOD DAMN DAY instead of just seeing him 2-3 times a week and then having him vanish for several afterwards. It's not that I don't like seeing him, it's just that it is a little awkward - not having talked to him and such. Really, after the test week all I've been feeling like a noisance to him - which is NOT a feeling anyone would like. So yea, I kind of just felt like what the hell, so Monday I send him this message, asking if he was still up to doing something fun sometime and, well, needless to say; No reply. I saw him in the train Thuesday morning sitting WITH his phone looking at it, still; No reply. I kind of felt like just saying Oh well but of course I can't do that, because - did I mention how hot he is? and get on with the living - but it is hard, he is afterall super hot as said a thousand times before and such. So today, right before when I was ironing my school skirt, which believe me I'm glad I don't have to do in Denmark, because it takes forever and it is just plain awful ( !! ), so while doing that he finally texted me - nothing much, really - it could just as well mean Please, do leave me alone! because all it said was Sorry, I'm busy. Great, it's not like I didn't figure that out on my own - I mean, he has entrance exams to study for and such, but still. I can't really figure out if it's better that he wrote than just ignoring me, I mean, the fact that he wrote might mean he don't want me to think that he doesn't care or what the hell do I know - boys are confusing! I just replied with a It's okay, I understand! Write me when you have time which I obviously hope he do, but I can't know for sure of course.

Jukin, the festival guy, is really funny to talk to, so it's not like I don't have any guy friends at all, even though he kind of ONLY replies to what he feel like replying to - so yea, I can't seem to figure him out either - but I'm not scared about what to write him, not the same way at least, because he isn't really the guy I want to, well, score. Probably can't put it any better than that.

Then of course I have Michelle, she doesn't really count under the boy section though. She is just really nice to have, I can complain to her about, well, EVERYTHING without her being like Shut up! so that is super nice, I'm so glad to have her here with me - don't know what I should do without her by now!!

So well, that's all I have to say for now!
This might have been really boring, really weird or what-so-ever, but oh well, my blog - I write whatever boring, weird, funny things that might happen - hope you enjoyed anyway, thanks for reading!

Take care.