おはよう！！
I just remembered that I should probably tell you what the things I open the blog with means, so here you go;
おはよう Ohayou - Good morning
こんにちは Konnichi wa - Good afternoon
こんばんは Konban wa - Good evening
I obviously do it after what the time is in Japan when I write the blog.
So now you all know that.
This weekend was super nice! We went to a city called Noboribetsu and stayed at a hotel called Mahoroba. Which is this nice hotel with this really nice hot spring and delicious food! It was so nice, I'm definitely coming back!! Sunday we went to the Toya National park, or what the name is. It's a place where smoke is coming from the ground, boiling hot hot springs and so on. It was pretty nice, not the best smell there though haha, but it was pretty awesome to see the ground smoking anyway! After that we went to this Ninja village and saw some ninja dramas in old time Japanese, so needless to say, I didn't really understand much. I did find it funny and interesting and got most of the story anyway, so that's really nice!
After that we went home again.
After that we went home again.
But yesterday, Tuesday, something more happened.
So I did all the usual stuff and then found myself in the second train, where he actually was, which is unusual because I never see him on Tuesdays! Anyway, he stood there sleeping, because Japanese people sleep anywhere, especially in trains! So I just looked at him as always, which made my whole body start to boil up some adrenaline - don't ask me why! This day he had a guitar with him to school, which I've never seen him with before. When we left the train I did as I always do, go up the stairs and pay etc. Suddenly he was walking besides me again and it was like Friday all over again - the paper clunched in hand etc. Adrenaline was rushing through my body for some reason and I kept telling myself, you do it NOW, 3, 2, 1 NOW! etc. but I just couldn't get myself to do it. I said to myself that this might be the last chance - that I have nothing to lose and then when we turned the corner right before the stairs, on top of where all our friends are, I reached out my hand, with the paper in it, right in front of him and then looked at him. He looked me straight in the eyes and looked like a big questionmark, I just nodded and he took the papaer. After that I literally walked away as fast as I could, before he could say ANYTHING. My throat was completely dry, I was shaking, my body was so warm and I got the biggest adrenaline kick ever, so while I sat in the bus I just tried to cool down, which I couldn't. I also I played the scene over and over in my head and it felt like a distant scene from a movie I would have seen years ago, but it did in fact happen. I wasn't able to concentrate at all that school day, I started thinking - a little too much. I thought about what in the world he would ever write to me and so on, so I started regretting that I did it, really really much, but then in my last period I told my Sarah about it in our private lesson, because we always talk instead of study, which is really nice - I kind of miss having someone to talk to like that sometimes you know. Well, Sarah said that it was good that I did it and so on, so I started thinking that yea, it was good! No matter if he writes or not - I actually did it, so I would be braver anyway. So I was happy and returned home. I stood there washing my bento box and told Por-chan the story, when I suddenly got a message. I was writing with Yuuki at the moment, so I didn't really think about it, but when I checked it - it was an unknown e-mail (you e-mail, not text in Japan) so I literally screamed. Which took both Por-chan and myself by surprise. Then I read it, screamed again, showed it Por-chan who then screamed and then I screamed and she screamed haha. It was like one of those Ameraican movies where people stand there screaming over things, didn't know it could happen in real life haha. Anyway, so he wrote (in Japanese) thanks for giving my your adress at Maruyama today, I'm *last name* Ryou (don't want to give up his full name on the internet haha) You really shocked me at the time, but I'm honestly really happy! And well, so was I when I finished reading. After that we just messaged back and forth about hobbies and sport - we figured he is going to teach me how to play badminton and I have to teach him how to ice skate - I can barely wait! So the last message he sent me, I saw this morning (which is kind of know, it's 06:18) as I waked up (at 05:20) in that he said he can't wait to "meet" me and hear my voice and that's when I realized that we haven't talked yet.. At all! And I write Japanese a lot better than I speak, so I am SO nervous - maybe that's why I couldn't go back to sleep and decided to write my blog instead, because I am really dead nervous about taking that damn train today! Like it isn't enough that he's really hot, but he's also sweet AND he wants to talk to me, so yea... I will tell you how it goes haha. Please cross your fingers for me, I'm surely going to need it!
That's all for now, I will go change to my uniform (which we have changed for the really cute sommer unifrom, because it's like 25-27 degrees everyday!! - Pictures will come soon!)
Take care!!
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